This week has been super slow, and the holidays are coming up. Usually during the holidays I go ice skating or window viewing because New York has the most beautiful window displays during Christmas, so every year I've done this except for last year and now this year.

This year was a headache..no a migraine, so many changes, so many twist and turns and errors. This year I went to Brit's parents house for thanksgiving and that apparently was not a success, but I should of known that being that her mother secretly despises homosexuality, and is completely judgmental... so why would I think it would turn out good?

Its cold out, but that dark empty cold, not that cheerful its almost Christmas and my birthday cold. The sun sets earlier but the days are so slow, its just me and Oscar. We need an escape plan.